remember

what is it to remember? what good does remembering do to you? you have memories. and then what? look back into all of them. and then what? cry over spilled milk? or milk that didn't even exist. spit.

you can't do things right, right now, because you are NOT inside of "right now". you are so busy reminiscing the past, too busy imagining what you wish will happen later or tomorrow, and all you can do RIGHT NOW is absent-mindedly make endless mistakes. wake up. stop dreaming. just fucking LIVE.

of life losing luster

life used to lure me with attractive possibilities.

and then you came and went, and all of a sudden life has lost its luster.

every object and every place and every piece of life in this world used to have its own definition.

but you came, and all the objects and places suddenly became synonymous to all that you are.

you came. you meant the world to me.

and you went away.

and everything lost its meaning.

High Heels

Battered my feet
Drained all my strength
Scraped off my skin
but I won't repent

For beauty is pain
And beauty is all
I'd pray I won't fall
I'd pray I won't roll

I carry these heels
With my heart and soul
Obsessed with perfection
'Cause I'm plain and small

And I need attention
I'm one lonely whore
I've got eyes on me
I'd suffer for more

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